My sons severed all ties with me
once I enrolled in university using the family inheritance pot.
I was devastated and proud at the
same time on graduation day, but everything changed when I got home and saw
what I had never seen before.
While enjoying my favourite spot and activity,
reading on the sofa, I cast a sidelong glance at my visiting lads, Ryan and
James, who were seated and watching television. Their gazes darted between one
another and me, seeming nervous. The stillness persisted until it became
unbearable for me.
I eventually worked up the guts to declare, in a firm
voice, “I’ve decided
to enrol at the university,” something that had been on my mind
and heart for months. “I’m
using most of the family inheritance savings to pay for it.”
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Ryan got a beetroot red face. “I assume you’re kidding. Dad, that money
is for the whole family. That kind of waste is not acceptable.”
James added, sounding even more distant. “How about our futures? Why
would you use your mother’s resources for an education that, given your age,
you might not even complete? You wish to spend Grandma’s savings on some
arbitrary degree even though you have grandchildren who require schooling?”
“I need this,” I answered. “After your mother—” my voice
broke, “— passed away, I need something significant to cling to.” For us,
education has always been crucial.”
Ryan hit the table with his fist. “This is absurd! You’re
self-centered. It seems as though you are indifferent to us or our needs.”
“Selfish?” I had a brief fit of rage. “Your mum would have
recognised. I must respect her wishes, as she has always encouraged me to
follow my dreams.”
However, their expressions were fixed. I was certain they wouldn’t move.
After hours of heated disagreement, I finally decided to stick with my choice
and left.
I was entering the university campus for the first time a few months
later. Surrounded by students much younger than me, it felt weird, but I
wasn’t going to back down. I immersed myself in my studies, enjoying each class
and conversation. It gave me energy.
Out of habit, I checked my phone one evening, expecting to see a message
from James or Ryan. Nothing. Not a word since our altercation. They’d cut me
off altogether. No Christmas pleasantries, no birthday calls. I really was by
myself.
Not much better were the neighbours. One day, Mrs. Haverly from across
the street noticed me and couldn’t resist. “John, how old are you? Returning
to school? How wasteful. Rather than acting like a teenager, you ought to be
relishing your retirement.”
I was too tired to protest, so I just nodded. Rumours
spread like wildfire. Some said that the old guy wasted money and chased after
dreams. Even though it hurt, I persisted, remembering Mary’s proud smile for
when things got too hard.
Even though I was alone, I got unexpected help. My
literary professor, Dr. Thompson, showed a particular interest in my
development. “John,
our conversations have so much depth because of your observations. It’s
refreshing,” she remarked one day following class.
A few students were hesitant at first warmed up to me. Twenty-something
Melissa would frequently stick back to chat after class. “John, I think what you’re doing
is incredible. I wish my grandfather had discovered something like this to keep
him going after he passed away last year.”
Her words were a soul-soothing elixir. I often took
comfort in the library, burying myself in books and reminiscing about
late-night discussions about life and literature with Mary. Her voice was
resonating in my head, empowering me.
However, it wasn’t simple. Being cut off by my own
sons took a toll on me emotionally. On the most depressing of nights, I would
sit in Mary’s old recliner, hugging her picture and murmuring my doubts and
anxieties.
I was sitting there one afternoon with my textbooks
all around me when it all hit me. My face was buried in my hands as I felt the
tears welling up. I said, “Mary,
I’m not sure I can do this,” into the deserted space. “It’s so hard without you, without
the boys.”
However, I then recalled our previous talk. Her eyes were sparkling, yet she
had been so frail. “John,
tell me you will continue to dream and live. Don’t allow the outside world
diminish you.”
Her words echoed in my head, causing me to step back
from the brink. I grabbed up my pen and wiped away my tears. For me, I was
doing this for her. My attempt to preserve her memory and keep her spirit alive
was through education.
I overcame my agony and loneliness as a result,
motivated by something greater than myself. I was resolved to succeed and pay tribute
to Mary’s memory in the greatest way possible by leading a purposeful and
enlightening life.
Finally, graduation day came. Standing in line with
the other graduates, I felt strangely heavy in my gown and cap. The cheers of
the audience flooded my ears as I crossed the stage to get my diploma, but my
heart hurt.
James and Ryan had vanished from view. The vacant
seats in their proper locations served as a chilly reminder of our divide.
Still, I experienced a wave of pride and sadness, knowing that Mary would have
been overjoyed to see me accomplish this goal.
It was a calm drive home. I let my mind to drift to
the years of arduous labour, the studying that I had done late at night, and
the friends I had met. However, there was something strange when I turned onto
my street: multiple automobiles were parked in front of my house.
I felt a little anxious and perplexed. After parking,
I walked carefully towards the front door.
The scene that met my eyes when I opened the door
took my breath away. My granddaughters and a few of their friends were gathered
in the living room, grinning and chattering.
My eldest grandchild Lila was at the centre of it
all. She ran over as soon as she saw me and threw her arms around me.
“Grandfather!” With tears in her eyes, she
exclaimed, “We
missed you so much!”
I was taken aback. “Lila, what is going on here? How did you manage to
—?”
“We heard that you graduated,” she said. “I found out via a friend at the
university. We were unable to continue being apart. Here we are, I know where
Dad keeps the key to your house.”
After the immediate shock subsided, Lila showed me
the way to the living room, where the others had congregated. They had a
determined and joyful appearance. Lila spoke for everyone.
“Even though we are aware of the
argument with Dad and Uncle James, we still chose to celebrate your
accomplishment with a party,”
she said. “Grandpa,
we are really proud of all that you have accomplished.”
Emotions flooded my heart. “I never intended to start
division like this. I simply had to take care of your granny and myself.”
Lila gave a nod. “We are here to honour you, and we do understand. We
wanted to express our pride to you.”
There was laughter and a cosy feeling in the air. My
grandchildren had prepared a little party with pizza and balloons. As each of
them had a turn telling a story, I could see admiration in their eyes. It was
as soothing as a cream for an old wound.
Lila apologised for the distance in a quiet voice. “We love you, Grandpa, and we want
to be part of your life.”
Their remarks had a restorative effect. I broke down
in speech and said, “Thank
you.” “This means more to me than you can imagine.”
I sat calmly as the evening came to an end, enjoying
my grandchildren’s jokes and laughter. The previously silent and desolate house
was suddenly brimming with warmth and life. A profound sense of calm washed
over me.
Lila took a seat next to me. “Grandma would be so proud of
you.”
I grinned as I started to cry. “She probably would be. She would
also be pleased with all of you for coming.”
“Grampa, we’ll get together more
often. We swear.”
I knew that I might never be able to move on from
Ryan and James. However, I felt hopeful as I looked at my grandchildren. They
had remained by my side because they were my family, my link to the future.
I thought back on the path that had led me here as
the celebration came to an end and the home became quiet once more. It had been
difficult and sacrifice-filled, but it had also resulted in a fresh start and a
revitalised feeling of purpose.
Mary would have been pleased. And in that instant,
with my grandchildren’s love all around me, I knew I had made the correct
decision. My journey was far from ended, but knowing that I wasn’t alone made
me feel prepared to tackle whatever lay ahead for the first time in a very long
time.
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